![]() -Just because i'm not talking to you doesn't mean i'm not thinking of you.❤ I think this will be a boring post? I really don't know how to describe how I felt these days. I think that the latest post after this was what I'm.. and I agreed with it.. for those who not really know me, you should go and have a look.. it was what I wanna say.. I see through so many things.. realize so many things.. took so many challenges for 14 years and 9 months.. this kind of things was like not big deal, but why am I so freaking pissed?? I saw *someone's blog. he wrote, human is still human.. no matter how kind he/she is.. they will still hurt you one day.. its just the matter of time.. even though I not really know him.. and he don't know who i am.. but.. i totally agree with him. or i should say..no matter how close with him/her.. they will still hurt you one day..? however, its still will get hurt. no one can be trusted by me from now on, except for 3 very very important people. =) although I knew this long time ago. because, when they wanna know my secret, they will say.. ' I sure I wont tell out one lah.' ' I swear.' ' I'm not that bitchy lah.' etc etc. but what-so-ever? ended up everyone know about it. so what to do..? just can blame on myself. I tried to appreciate everything. 忘記過去,忘記恩怨. `when you learn walking..you don't like fall down because it hurts.. but think properly...if last time you never fall before.. you forever would not know what is pain.. and next time when you face it.. you will more pain and surprise.. I just copy pasted from xingkun's blog. just as I said just now, although I don't know him, and he don't even know me.. but I agree with him. I use to spent a lot of time on this post, I got too many things to write about, but I don't know start from where. and.. I need to think twice before I type it out. or else someone will misunderstand and blame on me again..? you asked me for answer, i answered, but.. you don't trust me. maybe you really didn't mean it, but you let me feel like you confirmed that I was taking about her..its hurt and you made me so pissed. maybe I should say thanks to you..? you made me let go everything. recently I always listen to lee hom's songs. his songs lyric seems like so suitable for me. its like describing my feelings. readers, maybe you will get bored or blur by reading this. sorry for my brain not functioning well, I slept at 4am last night.. so..forgive me. my heng dai. or siao za boh..? lols. thanks a lot aah! you made me smile.. and laugh! =) dear. or.. foofie..? x) so how was the orange moon? so nice can? =] ****, I think, got lot of problems happened between us, its happened because of those passer by kept on simply say things. we need some talk..? maybe.. passer by, please don't simply jump into conclusion. that's not what you thought! you don't know anything then just keep your smelly mouth up. I used smelly instead of bad words because I don't wanna pollute my blog just because of this kind of people. don't ever bark in my life. i wonder who so lifeless. =/ I felt better now, thanks for all of you that care for me. and sorry that made you all worried about me, especially my heng dai. he emo because I emo, he smile when I smile, he laugh when he know that I felt better. =D loong gor. or.. elephant..? xD I wonder why you always emo also. every time I chat with you, you also not in the mood. remember accompany me. so that I wont get bored and I wont scared about it. =/ my father. or.. monkey..? ermm. of course I will miss you. I didn't see you for so long ady eh. I thought I could make it at Friday, but I didn't go school on that day lah. so sorry. pandaa! cheer up. =) its not suitable to type out what happened here. so.. you know, i know, she knows. =D seems like.. so many animals in my life uhh. and of course aliens! =D life without laughter is pointless. night. Labels: blahhhhhh., sigh.
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